After several plans falling through and many shifts
in topic, I decided to finally settle on representing the ritualistic act of
walking to my mother’s house from my dormitory at Lawrence. As a 'townie', the
divide between my hometown and my college experience has always been a thin
one. I see there being advantages and disadvantages in this – namely showering
in a place that doesn’t make me feel like I need flip-flops (and seeing my
mother, of course).
The route that I take back to my
home has been one that I've taken since attending Edison Elementary. It is
ingrained in my memory and has become representative of the transition back to
the familiarity of my childhood home. Feelings of warmth and nostalgia become
stronger with every step I take. The walk itself is often times a blur. I have
taken that exact route so many times that no trip stands out in particular.
Especially today, the trip home delves my mind deep into a meditative
state – as corny as it sounds – as I subconsciously prepare for the shifting
of worlds, from the social world of college to the domestic world of my
childhood home. I count my steps, notice minuscule changes in the scenery around
me and enjoy the change in the seasons as they come. The walk goes from a task
that needs to be dealt with, to a welcome respite from the menial chores of the
day. In this sense, the walk from ‘home to home’ transcends the mundane, instead
acting as a necessary, medicinal aspect of my day-to-day existence.
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